Today was one of my worst day I ever lived and maybe, just maybe its because of friday 17th:
Starting with this morining, one of my dog get sick out of nowere, she was shacking and didn't want to even walk. I touch her belly and find it really hard and swollen, for few minutes I was certain she was going to die because her stomach was about to explode.
I call the vet that tranquilized me and I call my mother who obv tells me I was just crazy and start blaming me and my iperprotective behaviour. I close the call while she was still shouting at me.
I then decided to go to university because Briciola seems to be better and her stomach deflated with hours but I was totally sick, I rarely feel so strong pain in my life and I'm a very psychosomatic person. So I feel like I was about to vomit my soul out for all the underground/class/underground time.
In class some colleague informed me that the exposition that we're doing at the MAXI bar is going to be a mess becuse the art director is a cunt and din't know how to do her job. I also have to pay 40 bucks for printing the photo myself. YAY.
I leave the class 2hr earlier because I was certain that my dog was still going to die and me with her.
Meanwhile Ikea builders call me for telling me that they are going to come earlier (actually 3hr) to assemblate my closet, fine but if I didn't leave the class I couldn't make it. Finally I came home, my dog was better and the workers were waiting for me. They build the thing super fast but completely emptying my room of everything. And that's ok, I spend the whole day cleaning and re-arranging all my room wich is actually something that calms me down. After that a work meeting was canceled at the last minute and my so called 'boyfriend' tells me he couldn't meet me after like a month of we don't seeing each other because he need to work. Ok, who the fuck cares. I make a tea trying to relax myself.
After that my mom should have come and take the old coset with her in her car but hey, she didin't pay attencion to me when I tell her the measure so the fucking thing didn't fit in her car :)))) #nature #rose #throwback #writing #rome #garden #tumblr #flowers #beauty #travel #vsco