From the moment I encountered your presence, I was brought to my knees by the deepest sense of reverence. When I stepped into your energy, I was enveloped by your kind and nurturing aura. This was the essence of unconditional love. You had not spoken a word to me but yet you saw my soul and welcomed me home. Tears filled my eyes at the return. How can mere words describe the transformative power of a being who radiates such humility and sincerity which denotes the mark of greatness?
I felt my heart twist and pang yesterday when I drove to Ubud. I felt overcome with emotion and I was not sure why. But now I believe this was your small gesture to let me know you’d departed, under the grace of a Scorpio new moon I felt you tap my heart to trigger a release.
The words I could weave to paint you, could never do you justice. For how could I eloquently honour the wholesome simplicity of your being? Your soul radiated a light, that belongs to the myths and tales of sacred India. Of a place and time where fantasy and reality merged. You were my beloved teacher and babaji, not of this world, but yet here to remind us of our divine presence within it.
When I last saw you, I was weeping at your feet as I never wanted to leave you. And your words ring true in this moment as they did back then. ‘You stay, you go. Same same’
‘Everything you need is in here’-as you reached out and tapped my heart. I feel so blessed to have been one of your few students. For you never held us to you, but released us, reminding us the true Guru lays within.
I know you’ll always be with me, as you always said. Till next time my beloved babaji, thank you for your infinite blessings and your never ending faith and belief in humanity Namaste
OM KALI MA
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